7 days a week of bullshit. Even on my days off I get crap.

Sabrina was pissed at me, for good reason, but she literally hit me across the face. Last time someone knocked off my glasses, I beat the shit out of him and knocked half his teeth out (considering he only had 4 teeth was a lot).

I couldn't believe it. No matter what I would do, I would never hit someone I loved. and she hit me.

She said she got caught up in it, she had to go all at it with her brothers and I felt that she was telling the truth. She cried afterward... I cried, too.

So after we got that sorted out and told each other how much we love each other and cannot live without her (and mean it!), I walk upstairs and poke fun at Lexi. Poke her in the side and haggle her on how she's playing Zelda (she's a skip and a jump from beating the game, but she'd rather do one of the side quests). I wouldn't of minded, just wish I could have some time with Sabrina .

Then she got pissed and left and cried to Mom, who came upstairs and got me and took me downstairs to talk about it. We have these talks about once every 3 or 6 months, usually while Lexi's irregular. She told me she cried and got angry that I poked her and wouldn't stop and it kept doing it.

Earlier in the evening while she was playing, I was going to ask her if I could show her a neat trick that she can do to get some more bottles in Zelda (I remember using it and getting rid of some of the stuff I didn't need, like deku nuts). I knew she heard me, and she just went ahead and did her own thing... not even "No, thanks, I'll beat it my own way."

In retalliation, I told her that I wouldn't bug her about how she plays if she stopped doing it to me when I played my games up here. She said I did it for 4 months non-stop and brought back up with what happened last semester.

Oh my fucking God, I was pissed. Mom went and crawled back into her shell and she's getting on MY fucking case about what I did? Holy shit, I had everyone on my ass for the past 6 months - fucking lame ass roommates, a lease that I CAN'T BREAK, a grandmother that I was really close to pass away, a fucking shitty ass relationship, the FBI is ON MY ASS MAKING ME NERVOUS, and 6 guys that just had to make my life a living hell while I was doing something that I loved, while I was wasting my money doing that.

Jesus Fucking Christ.

Lexi has irately pissed me off. I told her that I wouldn't touch her again if she wouldn't talk to me again. Swell deal?

Then Mom had the nerve to tell me that Sabrina can't live here. Of course she can't fucking live here, do you think I not KNOW THAT? I WORK 6 DAYS A FUCKING WEEK, AND WITH THIS KIND OF TALK IT MAKES ME WANT TO WORK 7.

I LOVE SABRINA WITH ALL OF MY HEART. She truly makes me happy... seems like it's the only thing right now.