A couple of days ago I was really stressed. Pay day was last Thursday, and out of that $110 I got, I now have $1.37 of it. $70 to Mom to payback the advance I owed her, $40 to the credit card.

Ouch. Mom did buy a lot of food this week , and I know she'll spot me $20 for gas if I ask for it. So I'm OK on that end.

This weekend was really stressful, up until Saturday :D (well it got stressful too, rofl). We had the SOSU rodeo this weekend, and it was nothing but obnoxious cowboys at the Golden Corral this weekend. My GM was apparently not very happy either, because he and I got into not one, but two scuffles.

Now, I rarely ever fight with anyone at work, whether it be a dishwasher, waitress, or one of my managers, but for two days in a row I've never felt like I wanted to walk out more than I did for those two days. I'm tired of working with those retards at the Golden Corral, so I'm going to find employment elsewhere very soon. Should've been yesterday, but Sabrina and I did nothing but lounge around.

This paycheck that's coming up should be nice though, somewheres in the $320 range (maybe more, hopefully not less), which should make things OK. Only problem is I have to go through Mother's Day to get it. Cue the 10 hour workday next Sunday. Ugh.

= Gotta figure out something to get Mom, with $1.37. I might have to do something delayed, or just try to do something nice the day before.

I love Sabrina with all my heart. We are past the 3 month mark! Can we say "HELL FUCKING YEAH!?" I'm just so happy, but I want to do so much more with her. Maybe with this paycheck I can get something for her... I had an idea a couple of weeks ago, but they weren't for sale anymore... maybe they will be up soon.

Lexi almost heard us. O.O

Sabrina has also been cooking/providing dinner, which is also nice. She also was upset a few days ago when I was at her house.

I love Sabrina, first and foremost. She lives with her mother (and her boyfriend, interesting), and she honestly does a lot on her own. For the longest time, the only time I could come over was when it was pitch black in her house so I couldn't see anything, but we're working away from that :)

I guess she was ashamed of where she was, but she shouldn't be. She's more of a woman than her Mom ever will be, she's smart, wonderful, funny, and not to mention the most beautiful lady I've ever laid eyes on. I guess by comparison it's not much - but then I just have to think about how well I do have it, and it's crazy. Our fridge, freezer and pantry are always stocked with good stuff, things work, and we're all happy and healthy (which I can say is more than Golden Corral, Jesus Christ).

I love Sabrina with all my heart, and hopefully we'll go another 3 months... and beyond? :D

So this week - I work tonight from 4 to 10 or so, I'm off tomorrow (which I should use to find another damn job, was thinking Kelly Management if they're still in town), and then the work week. The only day I know when I'll work is Sunday, from 7-4 or so probably. Saturday will probably be about the same, otherwise we'll just have to see.

We'll see. I have less than an hour to be at work, things are drying, so I guess I'm out.

I LOVE SABRINA!

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